Sometimes life throws you a curve ball. Sometimes you walk along one path just be faced with one in a different direction. And sometimes, the path you choose has a bump in it.
For me, the path I chose on Tuesday had a HUGE bump in it on Wednesday.
I started a new job and quit this morning. Silly, yes I know.
I went to my new hire orientation on Tuesday and tried to remain positive even though I was unhappy about being there. After I left, I felt a little better about starting the next day. I arrived yesterday at 8am and by 10am I knew I had absolutely no desire to be there.
The people were VERY nice and welcomed me with open arms but the job itself was completely out of my interest. The whole day I sat there missing my girls and wondering what the heck I was doing there.
Looking back I should have never taken the job. I know that now. But I felt desperate and felt like I needed to snatch it up.
I have no problem working. Actually, I enjoy it. However, I do not want to be away from my girls to be miserable. I want to LOVE what I do. I don't feel like that is asking for too much.
I am beyond thankful for John. He is being so supportive of me through this crazy time. He too wants me to be happy.
I will figure this out, I have no doubt about that. It is taking a tad longer than I had expected but that is ok.
I will continue the search and I will continue to cross my fingers that the perfect job is out there for me!
PS: I was SO SO happy to be with my girls this morning!
1 comment:
If you went with your gut instinct, than you did the right thing! Sending lots of good thoughts that you'll find the right fit... in the meantime, enjoy the heck out of those cuties! (I did love seeing little Jillian at daycare, she is a doll!)
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